It’s depressing rereading my old posts and going through my archive for my blog. I used to blog daily, but now my tumblr has turned to shit. Words have just been harder to type, and they can’t flow freely anymore. I miss the person that I used to be but then again change is inevitable.
I feel like I’m jumping head first into the deep ocean. I’m so scared of drowning. Don’t let me go, but also don’t pull me down. Be the life boat in my life.
yo fuck anyone who doesn’t want you in their life and fuck anyone who treats you bad and fuck anyone who breaks your heart because they’re all fuckin losers and they’re definitely not worth your time because your time is precious and the only people who deserve it are people who treat you right and are nice and don’t lie to you and buy you ice cream.
This is going to be the hardest election of my entire school life. I’m running for class president, and someone’s actually running against me for the first time in like years. I’m extremely nervous.
I’m completely in over my head with class work.
I have two major exams and a state test in the following weeks, and needless to say I’m scared shitless.
Also, throw in the fact that I have yet to complete 4 essays that were due awhile back.
May is not starting off well.
I need to think positive through the rest of my life. I have come to the realization that I can’t be negative anymore. Life is extremely short to have grudges and to have a bad mindset.
This summer, and for the rest of my life, I will have a positive mindset. I need to get rid of all the bad things in my life and only look forward. Bad energy will rub off onto me and it will impact my life in a bad way.
So, sorry for the random epiphany, but I needed to write it down somewhere.